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Attached to Sirhan

You wont be leaving my arms ever . I promise you that even if you want me to let go honey .

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Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 3:05 PM

Love is real, real is love
Love is feeling, feeling love
Love is wanting to be loved

Love is touch, touch is love
Love is reaching, reaching love
Love is asking to be loved

Love is you
You and me
Love is knowing
we can be

Love is free, free is love
Love is living, living love
Love is needed to be loved


Fadilah will love sirhan
forever long<3
happy reading !!!

Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 10:40 PM
To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity:


1. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice!
2. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that.
3. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.
4. In the Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write ' For Marijuana.
5. Skip down the hall Rather Than Walk and see how many looks you get.
6. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.
7. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is 'To Go'.
8. Sing Along At The Opera.
9. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party Because You have a headache.
10. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream 'I Won! I Won!'
11. When Leaving the Zoo, Start Running towards the Parking lot, Yelling 'Run For Your Lives! They're Loose!'
12 . Tell Your Children Over Dinner, 'Due To The Economy, We Are Going To Have To Let One Of You Go.'

And The Final Way To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity

13. PICK UP A BOX OF CONDOMS AT THE PHARMACY, GO TO THE COUNTER AND ASK WHERE THE FITTING ROOM IS.
happy reading:)

Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 12:09 AM

SAD
sHocked
hard to
believe
One after anOther
sad shock sad
sad sad
sad

Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 9:48 PM
Fuck that shit
drop-dead!!
BYE
for now

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Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 3:57 AM

i will only love u and thats how its gonna be
Even when u dun always have the time for me
but i wish u cud be fair
i wont get sick and tired of u baby
i m gonna love u rain or come shine
You know u gonna find me around u all the time


Monday, May 11, 2009 @ 5:34 PM
i LOVE u
i LOVE u
i juz MISS u
i LOVE u
MISSING u badly

Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 11:05 PM
Happy Mother's day ...
i love u IBU ...
When to grandparent hse today to celebrate Mother's day ...
i ate till i was really damn bloated ... but nice to spend quality time with family ...
Hehe nt long after eating i was so sleepy didnt have enough rest i think ... As last night i went to ZOuk ... it was a great nite , i had so much fun ... i when with my ex colleagues ... When to phuture first but aarghh the song is juz killing my ears anyway it was a residential dj ... Then i went to Zouk all by myself coz the rest doesnt like house music ... Markus Schulz was playing in zouk itself ... its been awhile since i went to zouk ... And guess wat i saw so many of my frens inside ... so i was all over the place ravin with this frens and that frens ... busy sia haha but i had loads of fun ... I saw my ex bf too but i juz pretend i didnt see him , and i noe he saw me too ... but fuck him , i juz want to enjoy myself ... *being a bitch*
Oh ya nt to forget there was some uncivilise pple ... the mats and the minahs ...
So typical shuffling here and there ... But fuck them also ... And not to forget i saw Jonas oliver kleinke after a long time of not meeting him , he's gg back to germany soon in 2 mnths time ... he's planning some outing b4 gg back with some of our frens too ... i got alot more stories to share but too lazy to type ... but yeah i realli had a super great nite last nite ... thanks everyone who made me enjoy my nite in zouk ... Love u people ... Next to go above and beyond !! haha
Nyte people enjoy reading suckers !!
i miss u nancyboy <3

Friday, May 8, 2009 @ 10:54 AM
Morning glory ...
I woke up early this mornin , but i slept onli for few hrs ... wanted to go back to sleep but cant go back to sleep ... When drinkin with my frens last nite nearby my place ... had so much fun last night was laughing the whole night even after drinking and eating ... juz cant stop laughing till i cried ... nvr been laughing like dat for quite awhile ... its nice to meet up with some frens last nite ... After awhile of not going out ... thanks 4 making my day even juz for few hours ... but i realli enjoy myself ... hopefully today is gonna be a better day ... Might be meeting sirhan today but dunoe wat time ... coz he's goin to the hospital , frens mum in hospital and slight chances of survival ... hope she's gonna be alright ... Amin ...
Happy reading ... :)

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Thursday, May 7, 2009 @ 9:55 PM
AAArrghh !! My internet is so damn slow ..
hehehe i m gOing to be an aunty soon by november ... hopefully insyaallah ...
Cant wait to welcome a new family ... i really love kids ... i've learn something new today frm my older cousin ... we talk about me going back to school ... and i told him tat some frens told me that i go cant far in beauty line ... so yarr he told me it not that we cant go far but its how far we want to go ... not how far we can go ... my older cousin have always make me believe that i can be like him ... He's an artist which last time i dont believe artist can even success in our country but after seeing him being a successfull person ... i believe if u are doing something u really have passion for and being honest with whatever u're doing then we can become something in our society ... thanks Abg ain ... and i realli cant wait for kak fitri to give birth ... hehehe ...

I was home the whole day yest , was suppose to meet sirhan but had to cancel coz of the time ... if i were to meet him also for awhile so might as well forget bout it ... as he has to work the next day ... was kinda piss coz he hasnt been spending time with me that much ... whenever i need him he's always busy or tired ... hurhur hurtful to talk bout this ... so lets forget bout this .. i didnt slept well last night coz i was so restless ... i listen to some music in my cellphone while staring at the ceiling ... staring into empty spaces ... thinking of some things ... still so restless until 6am i think my brains
are getting tired already ...

P.S:sirhan i love u so much and i'll do anything to make u happy ... pls understand how i feel ... thats all i ask for ...

Tuesday, May 5, 2009 @ 1:38 AM
There's so much to say yet no time to tell it
There's to much pain to let out but no one to care
There's so much u could change but no one there to help.
There's always a need to to have everything but no way to get it.
There's always problems that can't be solved.
Your Always believing that everything happened for a reason
Even when it seems unreasonable when it seems unfair
When day afta day there's something new to worry about
Thas when u know lifes jus gets harder but at the same time its makin u stronger
Soo live life, learn how to deal become stronger and accomplish wat u want to accomplish cuz at the end the of the day u gonna relize there's no one to help
Ur in this world alone
Everyone u think would be there no matter what leaves u,
Then everyone u trusted jus let u down...no one else left,
No one else but yourself is left to trust so wat do u do?
U live life alone dont depend on people to help u cuz they wont be there when u need them and dont wait on them thinkin theyre goin to change cuz at the end of every day when u sit and think about wat u been threw ull relize when u needed those people they where never even there...

Sunday, May 3, 2009 @ 11:00 PM

i love u baby !! hahaha mwah ...
happy reading!!!

Friday, May 1, 2009 @ 12:20 AM
Is it wrong to have the feeling of jealous ?? hohoho why am i asking myself this ??
Whats with the kisses and hugs ? Wats next ? hmm eventhou she's far but nothing is impossible .. i m not angry or jealous .. or shud i say jealous narh dun think so .. But she knows that we are together what .. then why she have to send those kind of mashy2 thingy ..
Ahh fuck it larr that thing is not gonna bring us dwn no matter wat .. Take that as a test .. So Wassup today dee ??hohohoho nothing much happen today was at home the whole day .. hahaha bf sk8 (trash the pasar highway) today with his frens .. my frens wanted me to follow dem for sheesha-ing session but i was lazy to go .. after 2 hours they called me again asking me to follow dem to marina barrage , then i say i lazy larr .. Abeh they say i ACTION !! hahaha apa2 an sih .. oh YaR and 5 people say i fat already .. wth hahaha yesterday giant say i fat sia .. hahaha and its not fat actualli its berisi .. and i dreamt that i was so fat .. hehe sampai terbwk2 dlm mimpi .. PARANOID ke ?? Huahuahua .. aNd that squirrelman keep on saying "tengok uh u dgn sape " ..
mcm nak sampiong jer ... Ok lah i wanna watch my show nw and eat my banana .. huhu chowwz!!

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