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Thursday, May 7, 2009 @ 9:55 PM
AAArrghh !! My internet is so damn slow ..
hehehe i m gOing to be an aunty soon by november ... hopefully insyaallah ...
Cant wait to welcome a new family ... i really love kids ... i've learn something new today frm my older cousin ... we talk about me going back to school ... and i told him tat some frens told me that i go cant far in beauty line ... so yarr he told me it not that we cant go far but its how far we want to go ... not how far we can go ... my older cousin have always make me believe that i can be like him ... He's an artist which last time i dont believe artist can even success in our country but after seeing him being a successfull person ... i believe if u are doing something u really have passion for and being honest with whatever u're doing then we can become something in our society ... thanks Abg ain ... and i realli cant wait for kak fitri to give birth ... hehehe ...
I was home the whole day yest , was suppose to meet sirhan but had to cancel coz of the time ... if i were to meet him also for awhile so might as well forget bout it ... as he has to work the next day ... was kinda piss coz he hasnt been spending time with me that much ... whenever i need him he's always busy or tired ... hurhur hurtful to talk bout this ... so lets forget bout this .. i didnt slept well last night coz i was so restless ... i listen to some music in my cellphone while staring at the ceiling ... staring into empty spaces ... thinking of some things ... still so restless until 6am i think my brains are getting tired already ...
P.S:sirhan i love u so much and i'll do anything to make u happy ... pls understand how i feel ... thats all i ask for ...
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